Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Headache...

I was having headache since last Saturday (when I woke up too early in the morning), resulting in yawning the whole day...it was mild at first, then the pain became more severe...so, I went to sleep in the afternoon...well it doesn't get better plus, I felt that my stomach filled with full of wind... Ouch! Knowing that the next day I have marathon, so I just prayed, hoping to finish my assignment as early as possible...still it dragged till 12 am..
Good enough, heading to bed still headache...well I asked God to release the pain, at least I could make it for the run the next day to glorify Him...
Slept soundlessly...true enough that my headache went off on Sunday morning as I woke up, however some pain still remain but it doesn't trigger...thank God! So, by His grace, I managed to finish my race...and even got a medal...(which is belongs to God) because without God I would never have that opportunity and strength to earn it.
Everything went well until it reached early evening when my headache started to trigger (I'm not fully recover)...well, I called my friend and ask whether it is a symptom of migraine? But, the answer was NO! So, I'm advised to take rest and consult doctor if it gets worst. Once again I prayed with faith that I will be recover as I wake up...amazingly, the pain went off as I woke up for dinner :)
On Monday morning, I felt a bit headache...maybe I'm being paranoid and doubt of my recovery, I still felt some pain on my head, it was just a slight pain (maybe it's psychology effect). To find out the reason, I decided to SMS my friend who's also a doctor. After a while, she called and asked if my headache comes every morning, and did I vomit? Do my family background have associate with tumour? Yes, for the first but NO for the rest of the questions, so I'm at in risk of brain tomour...So, I questioned God whether it's time for me to go or it's me of little faith...? I searched for the details about brain tomour...being negative minded for a moment, trying to search the truth...
Thank God that the next morning, I'm well, no pain on my head (I'm completely healed!) Praise God, so I believed that I'm made well to continue to serve God, and do His will.
Sometimes, trusting God alone is not enough, although faith is important, faith without fellowship with others especially brothers and sisters in Christ will not help us to grow. This lesson I've learned from God, and I shall not doubt of God's healing power and my own authority. Also learned about some facts about brain tomour.
Relieved...

3 comments:

Kath said...

Oh! Hugs I hope you're very much better. Very inspiring to read your post today..Thanks too.

Anonymous said...

take care, dear... I also always kena headache... heheheheheheh

Lai Tee @ Grace said...

Dear Yen, maybe u should try praying so that God will heal u. Praying is like talking to God (if afraid of talking loudly, just ponder in heart):)

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