Thursday, December 09, 2010

The coming back, raining season, and cat

On the 28th November, Sunday.
As usual I went to attend morning service at church.
One hour before the service starts, I supposed to have 1 to 1 bible study with  X and Z it ended up between X and I, it was awkward at first, because only two of us (not the first time actually, and it's already the last part of the book). Z can't make it (because have to pack luggage to Seremban) and she told me one hour before the bible study starts. I accepted it, but X blamed me for not letting her know earlier that Z is not coming, she said, "If I know she (Z) is not coming then I shouldn't be coming also."
Then, suddenly the door of the room flung opened, I was shocked seeing Rachel (my ex-CG leader who just came back from UK) and Melia, afterwards Z came in and we ended our session. It's great to see 'alumni' coming back. Aunt Janet was standing outside the room signalling that it's time for morning service, we better get down to the sanctuary. Then we packed our things and went down.

After service, we had lunch together while X went home and Z journey to Seremban (it was drizzling). After lunch, a team of youths including myself practising for the game to play in church game camp (which is happening next week, 16th - 18th December). When our practice was about to end, then Pastor Lily came, I remembered last time she used to be in our church in the children ministry, and now she's back! So amazing how God work, she gave us good comment saying, "Good that you all (the youths) still gather together." She remembered some of the youths name, but not mine because I was newbie back then.

Then, I got the news that Pastor Noah, our ex-youth pastor is coming back on the 2nd December! However I have no chance to meet him, because I will be in Singapore during the weekends (4th-5th December) and he's going back to KK on 7th December (what a waste, I thought, but there must be a reason for every thing). Not forgetting Elroy who came back and I saw him on the Wednesday night in the church helping with VBS decorations, VBS started on Thursday ended on Saturday.

What happened during the few days during 2nd, 3rd, and 6th December? Working, of course! Tired not because of work but because of the dripping roof (that I have to mop the wet floor). Yes, you read this correctly, it's raining season and water starts dripping from the over 30 years old roof, also due to 'bad' piping system. I have no idea when will this end, maybe after raining season, while my boss is not willing to spend on repairing the roof, and the pipe system, it will stay like that, I'm not kidding, the wall's paint is peeling off with green moss/fungi 'decorating' it becoming a 'new wall paper' (I'm telling the truth) and sooner or later (I guess) the wooden tile of the floor will be peeling off.

At the moment, each day it rains I will prepare the mop and pails ready to collect the 'dripped' water. It became worst when water dripped from the wall (I can actually feel the water inside, between the wall paint and the inner wall, it's cold, and there's no way to collect the water, it just flows from top to the bottom, which is the floor). Flood in my office is becoming a routine, I'm working as an 'unpaid maid' wiping the wet floor almost every day. Good thing is: I'm exercising! :)

This morning, I saw a very disgusting thing: cat's droppings inside the meeting room (2 piles with it's pee), and I knew later we will have meeting, and outside the room the cat has messed up the place, trash were thrown everywhere from the dustbin towards the meeting room. Normal people's reaction would be screaming, but I was quiet seeing it, and start picking up the trash back to the dustbin after I mopped the wet floor. Hoping someone will clean the droppings of cat or cat's shit, well, this is a real working world, and no one cares, so, I ended up sweeping the droppings and moping the pee off the floor. It's not a difficult thing to do, just that it's disgusting! My office has become the cat's territory when everyone went back home and no one left in the office (I think the cat have been staying for more than a year). How do I know? Well, every quarter of the year, there's new kittens (3 at a time) born and stayed inside the store room which is the room beside my office. Each time when we encounter the kittens, we will took them out and place them inside a box near the pedestrian walkway, hopefully someone will took them away when they walked by. Yes, it happened! (let's say today we put it, then the next day they disappeared). I don't know who and how, but the fact is the kittens are gone (who cares?).   

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Summary of my week

20 Nov 2010, last Saturday.
8.30 a.m. - 10.00 a.m. My sister and I went for medical check up in Wellness Lab.
10.00 a.m. - 10.30 a.m. Had breakfast with sister.
11.00 a.m. - 1.30 p.m. CG at church.
2 p.m. - 4.30 p.m. Had lunch with sisters and went for mini shopping.
4.30 p.m. - 9 p.m Went to Leisure Mall with siblings, window shopping, saw Yee Ling and her friend, SUBWAY, watched Harry Potter.
Night - Bathed and slept.


21 Nov 2010, Sunday
10.30 a.m.- 6 p.m. I went to church for Sunday service, lunch & had meeting for Church Game Camp afterwards, went to Albert's house prayed for his mother, then went to visit Joshua's father at nursery home.
6.30 p.m. Had dinner with siblings at Kenny Rogers.
Night - Bathed and slept.

22 Nov 2010, Monday
Early morning, I was awaken by pain of my bladder, I quickly ran into toilet and pee. Suddenly, I can't hear nor see, felt like fainting, I put my head in between my knees, after pee when I stand to get out from my seat, saw bright light shinning on the ceiling, or on top of me, when I tried to look up (till now I still not sure what was it, it might be the light bulb, it might be something else). I slowly walked (without clear hearing and eye sight, walked like blinded human) to my bedroom and fainted at my bed. I recalled the last time I fainted in the toilet after run in Putrajaya due to medicine effect. This time might be due to lack of oxygen flow to my brain (if I consider last Saturday's medical check up which involved drawing blood).
9 a.m. - 6 p.m. Work.
Night - Celebrated Dad's birthday dinner with relatives.

23 Nov 2010, Tuesday
9 a.m. - 6 p.m. Work.
6.30 p.m. - 7.30 p.m. Walk & jog around neighbourhood and had dinner.
8 p.m. - 12 a.m. Mei Mei's farewell at her house.

24 Nov 2010, Wednesday
9 a.m - 6 p.m. Work (Lunch time consult doctor because having body ache, diagnosed as joint pain between my ribs, skin itchy due to allergy, oral and topical (apply to skin) medicine given).
8.30 p.m. - 10 p.m. - Prayer at church.

25 Nov 2010, Thursday
9 a.m - 6 p.m. Work (Lunch time consult doctor again because still having body ache, ultrasound - liver and gall bladder okay, urine also normal,  diagnosed as joint pain again, skin itchy due to allergy due to my rubber made-attire (allergic to rubber) - suspected UTI-urinary tract infection - oral medicine given, including antibiotic).
Night - Bathed and slept.

26 Nov 2010, Friday
9 a.m - 6 p.m. Work, pain at bladder and/or organs below my navel or umbilicus.
Night - Bathed, supper at Station One with family members and slept.

27 Nov 2010, today
10 a.m. - 2.30 p.m. CG at church and lunch together, played monopoly deck card.
3.30 p.m. My sister and I received our medical reports, everything normal.

I'm still taking medicine because have to finish the antibiotic. No pain below my navel or umbilicus, no pain at my ribs, and itchiness of skin almost all over my upper body (lessen), still have pain at my butt (area of previous injections (twice), why is there pain, I don't understand after so long, like few months). 


When will I be cured, totally healed?
No mood for outing...

Thursday, November 04, 2010

From This Moment

From This Moment by Shania Twain
This song was played during my cousin, Elijah Ong's wedding dinner which I attended few months ago.
Beautiful wedding song. :)

(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you
Can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prrayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment-
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on



Tuesday, September 07, 2010

Oh My Wardrobe!

Right
Left

This was what happened yesterday...
Opps...
This happened few days ago...
OMG!
Untidy!
Messy!
  Finally Today...It's repaired and redecorated!

New again! 



Monday, August 30, 2010

"Hey, Moi!"

Last Friday, the 20th August 2010.
I fell to tarred ground in front of my dad's shop.
Injured my right knee...
Few minutes before the fall, I was fear to ride on another motorcycle (belongs to Ms.Z), not the one I rode on the day I learned how to ride, so, not used to the height and handle (speed). Out of my natural strength of turning the handle, I sped (turned to almost maximum) which I shouldn't in the beginning, when I already put on gear one. I have forgotten to test the speed by putting on natural gear at the same time turning the handle, before going for ride on gear one. Just a second, after I sped, she yelled, "Hey, Moi!" I was shocked, and pressed the hand brake, and it stopped right in front of my dad's shop, the motorcycle have not even move an inch. It was okay at that second, until I tried to get down from the motor, and I lost balance, so myself fell and the motor slammed on my right leg. Asking for help, then Ms.Z came and brought up her motorcycle, and took my helmet after I escaped my right leg (pulling out from her bike which was on top of my leg) from her motorcycle. Ms.Z stayed to carry her motorcycle, and mechanic of my dad's shop came and help, tested the motorcycle. It was okay. I was imagining, "Inside  my knee should bleeding terribly." However, it just started bleeding when I open up my jeans (no blood stain when see from outside, the jeans didn't even torn, that's the amazing thing about wearing jeans). Then actually my knee started bleeding. What's next? I took the first aid box and cleaned my wound using Dettol (a lot of dirts came out from the wound), then applied 'yellow-cream' and bandaged.    

Then we discussed, what happened and shared each other's thought.
In Ms.Z perspective, "She feared that I turned to the maximum speed and eventually banged to the lorry, which is parked nearby my starting place." (Good that I didn't bang the lorry)

In my opinion, "I was shocked by her scream, not realizing that I was actually turning/pressing to the maximum speed." (Relieved that I stopped and not going out to main road, else unexpected thing such as accident may happen)

One day before it happened.
I learned the way of riding motorcycle, taught by my colleague (Ms.Z), I passed the trials of riding up and down hill the third time of total three times. Satisfied and Ms. Z gave good comment.:)

Lesson to learn: Do ride without licence, opps... :p Should be don't ride without licence... :)

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Love Gives Love Takes


Love Gives Love Takes
by The Corrs

Just when I thought I was safe,
You found me in my hiding place,
I'd promised never again
I wouldn't give my heart, but then
Closer, closer I moved near you
The way I want you makes me fear you

Love breaks and love divides
Love laughs and love can make you cry
I can't believe the ways
That love can give
And love can take away

I find it hard to explain
It's crazy, but it's happening
And I'm falling again
Much further than I've ever been
I'm falling deeper than the ocean
I am lost in this emotion

Love breaks and love divides
Love laughs and love can make you cry
I can't believe the ways
That love can give
And love can take away

Ahh Oh yeah [x3]

Love can give
And love can take away

Love breaks and love divides
Love laughs and love can make you cry
love can make you cry I can't believe the ways
That love can give
And love can take away
Love breaks and love divides
Love laughs and love can make you cry
I can't believe the ways
That love can give
And love can take away 

Monday, March 29, 2010

Her Testimony

Since, it wasn't said during the baptism, here is it the testimony of her:

Before I accept Jesus as my LORD and Saviour, I live my live to please men. I always wanted to strive for excellence in my studies in order to please others especially my parents because I used to stay in very competitive family. When I started my primary school, I made my parents proud because I got first in my class, since then I was proud of myself. I felt that I gained more love because my parents seem to like me more than my other siblings. Each time I did better than my siblings in major examinations like UPSR, PMR, and SPM, my parents will reward us (in terms of money) according to the number of A’s. From then on, I thought I am doing the right things to please men, and my pride grows more each time I earned better achievement in my studies. I live my life by taking others’ order obediently (by doing what others asked me to do) without saying, “No.” For example, my aunt asked me to fetch her to bank, I just do what she asked even though I know I will be late for my class, I was afraid to say no, at that time. I’m afraid to reject others and vice versa.

I accepted Jesus Christ as my LORD and Savior in January 2007, because I was curious about Jesus and his story in the Holy Bible, and everyone was sharing story about him during LIFE camp which I attended in December 2006. I was led by Mei Mei and Shan Shan to pray the sinner’s prayer, and accepted Jesus as my personal Lord and Saviour.

After I accepted Jesus Christ as my personal Lord and Saviour, I started to read the bible and gained revelation from God. In less than a year I received baptism by the Holy Spirit, and started to speak in tongues during Ministering Spiritual Gift. I found a new purpose in living – I live to please God and not men. Since then God started to reveal what I had done wrong during the pasts, which I thought its okay to live the same way like before. God use people around me during my studies in UTAR to make me realized that I was wrong. I realized I was living my life by pride all the years, and knowing it is actually a sin, I start to change my attitude and learn to be more humble, and more like Jesus Christ.


Have you experience this?

Sunday, March 28, 2010

She's Baptised

After 3 years accepting Jesus Christ as her personal Lord and Saviour, finally she's baptised in the name of the Father, The Son, and the Holy Spirit!

Congratulations! To all 7 girls who were baptised in Cheras Evangelical free Church on the very fine afternoon of Sunday, 28th March 2010.

7 of them: Xin Wei, Jin Shyan, Ann, Sabrina, Camilia, Aeris, and Grace@LT.


Camilia was hidden in this photo
The certificate...
There she goes, stepping into the "pool of baptism"


Ps. Noah: "Are you ready?" LT: "Yes!"
Here it goes...Ps. Noah: "Kong Lai Tee, I baptise you in the name of the Father, and of the Son , and of the Holy Spirit."

This is how post-baptism is like...
Thanks for all who involved! (the list is too long to mention here) :)
Thanks Kath, though your photo isn't here, but you was there holding the camera - thanks for taking such memorable photos.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

An Experience of God in Driving

The following conversation is copied and edited to proper English...from MSN...

LT@ Grace says:
Something amazed me

Mei says:
What amazed you?

LT@ Grace says:
It happened just now during my drive to and from meeting my friends in SS2.
normally, I will ask my friend for the direction because I'm not familiar with the roads in P.J., but I asked God instead, and yes, He did guide me all the way! It's so amazed, its like He is helping me to drive...the road I traveled today, some I've never been before...I don't think so I will remember the road again , truly it's God!

Mei says:
Wow, Praise God!

LT@ Grace says:
Ya, Praise God!

Friday, March 05, 2010

21 Guns

21 Guns by Green Day

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Allery during CNY

Hi dudes,
This is my 3rd post about allergy, and the worst and longest experience of allergy that I had.

It all started on Thursday, 3 days before CNY I had 'mee goreng' cooked by my colleague's mother.
There's a lot of ingredients in the noodle, including prawn (I will get allergy, if I eat it). However, I ate the noodle after removing all the prawns.

The next day, I felt itchiness surrounding my eyes, and I realized my eye (skin surrounding it) were reddened and swollen. Actually, that Thursday night itself I felt the itchiness surrounding my eyes, I thought it was my contact lens therefore, removed the lens and continue my sleep.

So, I went to work the next morning (Friday), I was a late because thinking whether should I consult doctor first or go to work first. In the end, I chose going to work first, ended up gaining comments from my colleagues: "What happen to your eyes? Peeped someone else's bathing last night? etc.,etc." I was speechless, because I know, humans are like that, they just like to comment about others but not themselves, how to comment about ourselves, then? Maybe, that's how they show their concerns. After seeking advice from my mother, I went to consult doctor.

The doctor that I used to consult is not clinic that I used to go, still I stay there, let the 'replacement doctor' treat me. The conclusion: eyes infection. Therefore, have to take some oral and topical medications.

Seeing, no improvement after 1 day of medication, the elderly people advice me to consult doctor, again. So, I went to the previous clinic, but doctor not in. Therefore, I went to another clinic (clinic no.2), still this doctor is also a 'replacement doctor', I remembered I told the doctor about my swollen eyes, and showed the medication. Then he said is allergy, I thought I was allergy to medicine. He said, "This medication is not suitable (pointing to the tube of medication to apply for inner eyes' infection.)" Immediately, it approves that the previous doctor mis-diagnosed me.

Anyway, this doctor no.2 said I should get a shot, therefore I received it at my buttock~ouch!
According to my colleague, to treat allergy, for immediate recovery, getting a shot (of vaccine) is the best. Therefore, I'm confident that will help in releasing my swell eyes. Doctor no.2 said it will takes 30-45 mins to see the results (meaning I will recover in 45 mins), however the shot will make me feel sleepy, so before that he asked how do I come, where do I stay, etc. etc. to make sure I didn't cause accident after taking the shot. I was given 2 types of oral medication for allergy and a bottle of calamine (I guess), a type of liquid to apply on skin where I feel the itchiness. After paying the bill, immediately I drove home and bathed. Slept early after taking dinner and medicines due to sleepiness (effect from the shot).

Rest well, then the next day I went to office just to see what's going on, because the boss is giving his employees some bonus in term of gifts, mostly food and beverages, and red packets. Of course, all these must paid by cleaning the working place...

Remembering the doctor's advice, not to eat: seafood, peanut, egg, brinjal (egg-plant), long beans, some other fishes (I guess is salt-water fishes).
I was like, oh no! It's CNY, and yet I can't eat a lot of good food.

At reunion dinner table, we sat with relatives, I found out one of them can't eat chicken due to allergy. At least, I'm not the only one having it.

I went to search online, it's written there that 10-20% of people have allergy. So, it's consider normal, at least for me, I'm one of the 10-20% of people.

Avoiding myself from eating what I should not eat, ended up having sushi at Sushi King with my sisters before watching movie, "All wells, ends wells", a CNY's comedy. Still, after eating, my skin were having hives throughout my hands, looks awful (red patches surrounding my arms). So, I took the oral medicine after the meal. Then we had Subway during the movie.

Seeing the hives still 'conquered' my skin, I took medication before sleep.

The next day, had dinner with family in restaurant, with 'yee sang' as starter. Allergy happens again. Tired of seeing it. Wanted to give up, but still ended up taking medicine.

The day after that (when I only left one tablet of medicine), the hives finally left! Thanked God, and praised God for He has healed me!

Now, the medicine is placed in the so-called medicine shelf.

I can happily eat now, but still must be cautious on what I'm eating to prevent allergy.

But the list of food that I can eat is getting shorter each time I'm attacked by allergy-sad case.

Now I can greet, "HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!" (after all the sad things happened)

Monday, January 18, 2010

Fall To Pieces

Fall To Pieces by Avril Lavigne

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

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