an experience at Gunung Datuk

The scene is really beautiful! I could see the whole Melacca town...tiring, adventurous & fun :)
went with 2 sisters & her friends..hehe
the unexpected thing is that I met Zulaikha, my secondary schoolmate...surprised...by that time I wanted to reach the peak she said she already came down..~sigh..but when came down that time, I reached 1st..hehe :P
ate at Restaurant Happy Seng Kee..the guide said,"G&C". That means good & cheap food...haha
pictures coming soon at ltkong.multiply.com

Well....WHY?

I just feel like I'm different from my other siblings...I don't know why, I'm the only one Helper in my house....and it is always me who do the things when nobody is doing...I'm the one who always unlock the door whenever dad come home late (he just yell my name, but not the others) I pondered, "why? I'm the one he call?" sometimes, I'm the one who they blamed when things went wrong...so, I'm kind of frustrated, angry? hmm, just that...sometimes when things become malfunction...I'm the one who 'responsible to repair' (I mean why? again they asked me to do things like that?) I'm the one responsible to fetch my younger brother...if not, no one else will do....unless I went out....that's the only way I could excape from those responsiblilities..... yet, whenever I go out my family starts to worried, they keep calling (ask where am I? what am I doing ?and what time are you coming back?) especially during night time...but WHY?
Am I choosen to hold those responsibilities? or is it normal to face situation like that? but, I still couldn't understand why am I always the one choosen to do things like that (like no other people will do) I mean, I'm not the only child, but 5 of us...and I'm always be treated like that way....I'm not saying not fair, or just....I just feel weird...cause I'm not the eldest nor the youngest
hopefully someone will answer the questions.....and I would like to listen to someone who had similar situation...