Thursday, December 09, 2010
The coming back, raining season, and cat
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Summary of my week
8.30 a.m. - 10.00 a.m. My sister and I went for medical check up in Wellness Lab.
10.00 a.m. - 10.30 a.m. Had breakfast with sister.
11.00 a.m. - 1.30 p.m. CG at church.
2 p.m. - 4.30 p.m. Had lunch with sisters and went for mini shopping.
4.30 p.m. - 9 p.m Went to Leisure Mall with siblings, window shopping, saw Yee Ling and her friend, SUBWAY, watched Harry Potter.
Night - Bathed and slept.
21 Nov 2010, Sunday
10.30 a.m.- 6 p.m. I went to church for Sunday service, lunch & had meeting for Church Game Camp afterwards, went to Albert's house prayed for his mother, then went to visit Joshua's father at nursery home.
6.30 p.m. Had dinner with siblings at Kenny Rogers.
Night - Bathed and slept.
22 Nov 2010, Monday
Early morning, I was awaken by pain of my bladder, I quickly ran into toilet and pee. Suddenly, I can't hear nor see, felt like fainting, I put my head in between my knees, after pee when I stand to get out from my seat, saw bright light shinning on the ceiling, or on top of me, when I tried to look up (till now I still not sure what was it, it might be the light bulb, it might be something else). I slowly walked (without clear hearing and eye sight, walked like blinded human) to my bedroom and fainted at my bed. I recalled the last time I fainted in the toilet after run in Putrajaya due to medicine effect. This time might be due to lack of oxygen flow to my brain (if I consider last Saturday's medical check up which involved drawing blood).
9 a.m. - 6 p.m. Work.
Night - Celebrated Dad's birthday dinner with relatives.
23 Nov 2010, Tuesday
9 a.m. - 6 p.m. Work.
6.30 p.m. - 7.30 p.m. Walk & jog around neighbourhood and had dinner.
8 p.m. - 12 a.m. Mei Mei's farewell at her house.
24 Nov 2010, Wednesday
9 a.m - 6 p.m. Work (Lunch time consult doctor because having body ache, diagnosed as joint pain between my ribs, skin itchy due to allergy, oral and topical (apply to skin) medicine given).
8.30 p.m. - 10 p.m. - Prayer at church.
25 Nov 2010, Thursday
9 a.m - 6 p.m. Work (Lunch time consult doctor again because still having body ache, ultrasound - liver and gall bladder okay, urine also normal, diagnosed as joint pain again, skin itchy due to allergy due to my rubber made-attire (allergic to rubber) - suspected UTI-urinary tract infection - oral medicine given, including antibiotic).
Night - Bathed and slept.
26 Nov 2010, Friday
9 a.m - 6 p.m. Work, pain at bladder and/or organs below my navel or umbilicus.
Night - Bathed, supper at Station One with family members and slept.
27 Nov 2010, today
10 a.m. - 2.30 p.m. CG at church and lunch together, played monopoly deck card.
3.30 p.m. My sister and I received our medical reports, everything normal.
I'm still taking medicine because have to finish the antibiotic. No pain below my navel or umbilicus, no pain at my ribs, and itchiness of skin almost all over my upper body (lessen), still have pain at my butt (area of previous injections (twice), why is there pain, I don't understand after so long, like few months).
When will I be cured, totally healed?
No mood for outing...
Thursday, November 04, 2010
From This Moment
This song was played during my cousin, Elijah Ong's wedding dinner which I attended few months ago.
Beautiful wedding song. :)
(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you
Can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prrayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment-
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
Oh My Wardrobe!
Monday, August 30, 2010
"Hey, Moi!"
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Love Gives Love Takes
You found me in my hiding place,
I'd promised never again
I wouldn't give my heart, but then
Closer, closer I moved near you
The way I want you makes me fear you
Love breaks and love divides
Love laughs and love can make you cry
I can't believe the ways
That love can give
And love can take away
I find it hard to explain
It's crazy, but it's happening
And I'm falling again
Much further than I've ever been
I'm falling deeper than the ocean
I am lost in this emotion
Love breaks and love divides
Love laughs and love can make you cry
I can't believe the ways
That love can give
And love can take away
Ahh Oh yeah [x3]
Love can give
And love can take away
Love breaks and love divides
Love laughs and love can make you cry
love can make you cry I can't believe the ways
That love can give
And love can take away
Love breaks and love divides
Love laughs and love can make you cry
I can't believe the ways
That love can give
And love can take away
Monday, March 29, 2010
Her Testimony
Before I accept Jesus as my LORD and Saviour, I live my live to please men. I always wanted to strive for excellence in my studies in order to please others especially my parents because I used to stay in very competitive family. When I started my primary school, I made my parents proud because I got first in my class, since then I was proud of myself. I felt that I gained more love because my parents seem to like me more than my other siblings. Each time I did better than my siblings in major examinations like UPSR, PMR, and SPM, my parents will reward us (in terms of money) according to the number of A’s. From then on, I thought I am doing the right things to please men, and my pride grows more each time I earned better achievement in my studies. I live my life by taking others’ order obediently (by doing what others asked me to do) without saying, “No.” For example, my aunt asked me to fetch her to bank, I just do what she asked even though I know I will be late for my class, I was afraid to say no, at that time. I’m afraid to reject others and vice versa.
I accepted Jesus Christ as my LORD and Savior in January 2007, because I was curious about Jesus and his story in the Holy Bible, and everyone was sharing story about him during LIFE camp which I attended in December 2006. I was led by Mei Mei and Shan Shan to pray the sinner’s prayer, and accepted Jesus as my personal Lord and Saviour.
After I accepted Jesus Christ as my personal Lord and Saviour, I started to read the bible and gained revelation from God. In less than a year I received baptism by the Holy Spirit, and started to speak in tongues during Ministering Spiritual Gift. I found a new purpose in living – I live to please God and not men. Since then God started to reveal what I had done wrong during the pasts, which I thought its okay to live the same way like before. God use people around me during my studies in UTAR to make me realized that I was wrong. I realized I was living my life by pride all the years, and knowing it is actually a sin, I start to change my attitude and learn to be more humble, and more like Jesus Christ.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
She's Baptised
Congratulations! To all 7 girls who were baptised in Cheras Evangelical free Church on the very fine afternoon of Sunday, 28th March 2010.
7 of them: Xin Wei, Jin Shyan, Ann, Sabrina, Camilia, Aeris, and Grace@LT.
Camilia was hidden in this photo |
The certificate... |
There she goes, stepping into the "pool of baptism" |
Ps. Noah: "Are you ready?" LT: "Yes!" |
Here it goes...Ps. Noah: "Kong Lai Tee, I baptise you in the name of the Father, and of the Son , and of the Holy Spirit." |
This is how post-baptism is like... |
Thanks Kath, though your photo isn't here, but you was there holding the camera - thanks for taking such memorable photos.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
An Experience of God in Driving
Mei says:
What amazed you?
normally, I will ask my friend for the direction because I'm not familiar with the roads in P.J., but I asked God instead, and yes, He did guide me all the way! It's so amazed, its like He is helping me to drive...the road I traveled today, some I've never been before...I don't think so I will remember the road again , truly it's God!
Mei says:
Wow, Praise God!
Friday, March 05, 2010
21 Guns
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Allergy during CNY
This is my 3rd post about allergy, and the worst and longest experience of allergy that I had.
It all started on Thursday, 3 days before CNY I had 'mee goreng' cooked by my colleague's mother.
There's a lot of ingredients in the noodle, including prawn (I will get allergy, if I eat it). However, I ate the noodle after removing all the prawns.
The next day, I felt itchiness surrounding my eyes, and I realized my eye (skin surrounding it) were reddened and swollen. Actually, that Thursday night itself I felt the itchiness surrounding my eyes, I thought it was my contact lens therefore, removed the lens and continue my sleep.
So, I went to work the next morning (Friday), I was a late because thinking whether should I consult doctor first or go to work first. In the end, I chose going to work first, ended up gaining comments from my colleagues: "What happen to your eyes? Peeped someone else's bathing last night? etc.,etc." I was speechless, because I know, humans are like that, they just like to comment about others but not themselves, how to comment about ourselves, then? Maybe, that's how they show their concerns. After seeking advice from my mother, I went to consult doctor.
The doctor that I used to consult is not clinic that I used to go, still I stay there, let the 'replacement doctor' treat me. The conclusion: eyes infection. Therefore, have to take some oral and topical medications.
Seeing, no improvement after 1 day of medication, the elderly people advice me to consult doctor, again. So, I went to the previous clinic, but doctor not in. Therefore, I went to another clinic (clinic no.2), still this doctor is also a 'replacement doctor', I remembered I told the doctor about my swollen eyes, and showed the medication. Then he said is allergy, I thought I was allergy to medicine. He said, "This medication is not suitable (pointing to the tube of medication to apply for inner eyes' infection.)" Immediately, it approves that the previous doctor mis-diagnosed me.
Anyway, this doctor no.2 said I should get a shot, therefore I received it at my buttock~ouch!
According to my colleague, to treat allergy, for immediate recovery, getting a shot (of vaccine) is the best. Therefore, I'm confident that will help in releasing my swell eyes. Doctor no.2 said it will takes 30-45 mins to see the results (meaning I will recover in 45 mins), however the shot will make me feel sleepy, so before that he asked how do I come, where do I stay, etc. etc. to make sure I didn't cause accident after taking the shot. I was given 2 types of oral medication for allergy and a bottle of calamine (I guess), a type of liquid to apply on skin where I feel the itchiness. After paying the bill, immediately I drove home and bathed. Slept early after taking dinner and medicines due to sleepiness (effect from the shot).
Rest well, then the next day I went to office just to see what's going on, because the boss is giving his employees some bonus in term of gifts, mostly food and beverages, and red packets. Of course, all these must paid by cleaning the working place...
Remembering the doctor's advice, not to eat: seafood, peanut, egg, brinjal (egg-plant), long beans, some other fishes (I guess is salt-water fishes).
I was like, oh no! It's CNY, and yet I can't eat a lot of good food.
At reunion dinner table, we sat with relatives, I found out one of them can't eat chicken due to allergy. At least, I'm not the only one having it.
I went to search online, it's written there that 10-20% of people have allergy. So, it's consider normal, at least for me, I'm one of the 10-20% of people.
Avoiding myself from eating what I should not eat, ended up having sushi at Sushi King with my sisters before watching movie, "All wells, ends wells", a CNY's comedy. Still, after eating, my skin were having hives throughout my hands, looks awful (red patches surrounding my arms). So, I took the oral medicine after the meal. Then we had Subway during the movie.
Seeing the hives still 'conquered' my skin, I took medication before sleep.
The next day, had dinner with family in restaurant, with 'yee sang' as starter. Allergy happens again. Tired of seeing it. Wanted to give up, but still ended up taking medicine.
The day after that (when I only left one tablet of medicine), the hives finally left! Thanked God, and praised God for He has healed me!
Now, the medicine is placed in the so-called medicine shelf.
I can happily eat now, but still must be cautious on what I'm eating to prevent allergy.
But the list of food that I can eat is getting shorter each time I'm attacked by allergy-sad case.
Now I can greet, "HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!" (after all the sad things happened)
Monday, January 18, 2010
Fall To Pieces
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you